Misc. Poetry Theme

Something

far from the end
unknowing what I seek

missing in the minds eye
emotions at their peek

emptyness falling soon
disconnection on its way

eyes blank stare
blinded by dismay

Sulk
Date: 9/10/01
Time: that time

to sulk
the meaning
the weaning
the woas

my heart
lacks the feeling
but only in meaning
it has no place
to go

"only upward"
they say
i have left
to travel

but still
i wonder
and ponder
the meaning
of life

as i lie here
in the dark
my mind
it unravels

souls made of glass
Date: 7/24/01
Time: 1:35 A.M.

something with no meaning
forgeting the past

looking to the future
souls made of glass

far beyond help
that something in need

no one to turn to
no way to plead

missing a history
no where to hide

loss of all hope
no-one by your side

Unfinished and Unnamed
Date: 5/29/01
Time: 12:51 A.M.

i sigh with deep thought
i dont kno what to do

should i continue my life as it is?

i begin a whole new part of my life soon
and i need not something to hold me down

yet, my heart holds reservence for someone

i fear this will not be easily resolved
and certainly not figured out by the end of the night

Will be finished at a later time

Pointless
Date: 4/17/01
Time: 1:32 A.M.

i dont like it
when i feel this way

it changes my mood
and how i feel that day

i kno writing this seems pointless
with no meaning at all

you all will just point and stare at me
making me feel weak and small

you see im not compleetly heartless
i do have a soul

and all of this batterings of unkindness
begins to take its toll

Gone
Date: 4/17/01
Time: 1:13 A.M.

seeing
without a vision

here
with no past

an end
with no beginning

explosives
without a blast

a heart
without feeling

broken
but no cast

life
without meaning

my insides
are all smashed

That which shouldn't
(Dedicated to a dear friend)

The pulse of love
The pain of loss
The fear of rejection

The future shines with hope
The path that is taken determines what is coming

Unsure feelings take over
Not knowing what to do
"Not to worry" they say
"Tomorrow is always another day"

It's another day
The pain and fear has not gone away
What am i to do?

On the radio plays a sad song
One of lost love
Forgotten passion

Rejecting the my harsh reality
I let the rivers flow
Lying on the ground
No longer my life in tow

I now do not have a future
My greatness gone to waste
Hurting the ones that i am most dear to
Lying here in an empty space

Leaving them in them in their own hell
One where I no longer make them laugh
Or smile
Or cry

The unknown

An old man walks down the street
Passing familiar places Places full of memories
Memories of his younger life
Things that make him feel so empty inside
Realizing that he never did what he wanted to
He never went out to parties
Always spending his time in studies
And then he remembered
There was someone
Someone that loved and cared for him
He was just too scared to do anything
Afraid that he might ruin what friendship they had
But in being afraid, he realized He doomed himself
And the someone
Because at that time he didn't realize
He had only one simple word to loose
But walking down the street he came back to reality It wasn't too late
He could always start from scratch
At that moment he felt higher than high
He felt like he was given life in a new perspective

Lost in the croud

Millions
Millions of balloons floating in the air
Each with their own distinctness
Yet their singularity gets drowned out by the crowd, the masses
Forever loosing who they are and who they could be
Just becoming another lemming
Following everyone else into a sea of suicide

In this game of life only the truly strong will survive
Rise above the herds Show that you have the ability
Be different and don't be afraid
Live your life to the fullest

You only have one chance on this world
So don't live it like the mindless meat of today